birthday...........

so today at work when we were switching shifts i mentioned that i had a doctor's appointment on my birthday.....and then i was texting one of my workers who was working and she asked when my doctor's appointment was on my birthday....so i told her and then she asked what time i had school that day so i told her....when i asked her why she said that they-not sure who "they" are-wanna take me out for lunch.....i turned it down....i said i wasn't sure i had enough time for it......it kinda made me feel...bad i guess.....like why do they choose ME to take out for lunch??? like, i know that it's nice and all and i totally appreciate it, but S and i didn't take H our lunch, so why are they taking ME out???? i'm kind of hurt by it.....i feel like i dunno....like maybe they WANT me to be fat???? no, that doesn't make any sense....i dunno....i just feel like crying right now....