party............

so i went to my cousin's first birthday party today.....it was like all other parties...i was nervous, felt like i didn't fit in and stuff.....when i got there i sat down with my cousin-she's 3-and they have a sandbox with water in it and we made wet sand....and omg, she thought it was the greateast thing!!!!!!! i had a great time and we stood there doing this for a good 30+ minutes......she had a fun time and we played with the hose and she totally soaked my jeans and part of my shirt....i didn't care.....it was fun....i forgot about wanting to restrict until it was time to eat.....i kinda got a little worried b/c there wasn't anything i could use for grains and i kinda got a little ticked, worried and freaked......i dunno i was okay though......glad i had a good time and stuff....