school....

on tuesday i went up to wisconsin and stayed there until thursday...on wednesday i had an assessment/interview with some teachers for the ASL program at a school in wisconsin.....well i met with them and i did the assessment and then i had some questions for them.....i asked them,"do you voice?" which means if they speak during class.....and they said,"yes...we ALWAYS voice....we never sign..only the students do..." now THAT turned me off completely....and i openly told them that one of my faults is havinga flat face and they said that i could work on that while signing in the community.....see, at the college i was in before ALWAYS signed....thye very rarely used their voice.....and it was a GOOD thing.....forced us to use our receptive skills and help us understand more.....so my dad and i talked on the way home and i talked to my mom when she got home and i wanna go back to the college i was at at the beginning of fall 2012......sooooo i had to make some calls before i could do that....so now i'm just waiting for some people to call me back....hopefully this all works.....i really wanna get my life back on track...