sick.........

this has been the first time in a loooooooooooong time where i'm so sick that i haven't thought about my rapes or self injury.....and it's totally NOT fun.....i'm so sick.....i think i have mono.....i probably don't, but i feel like i do....so tired and so sick.....my chest is tight and my inhaler doesn't work.....i have a doctor's appointment today and i'm supposed to go to work, but i don't know if i should....maybe i'll ask my doctor what he thinks i should do....