meh.........

feeling kinda "meh" today........not feeling good, not feeling bad......kinda like being numb, but not because i can smile and feel emotions......**sigh**......Christmas is close...and that means seeing my uncle is close......it's at his house this year....Christmas i mean.....ya know, i'm just gonna go in there and stand my ground and if he does anything i'm gonna say that it makes me feel uncomfortable......i don't care if he threatens me or anything....this is my chance ot finally stand up for myself, and i'm not gonna let himor ANYBODY tear me down!!!!!!!