weekend......

i had a terrific weekend!!!!!!!!!! i went to my uncle's house and we baked cookies....guess how many pounds....523!!!!! POUNDS!!!!!!!!!!!!! :) :) :) :) :)    it was sooooo much fun!!!!!!!!!!!!! but of course, something uncomfrotable had to happen to make up for the good part......i've had a dream with an uncle who seems to really favor me.....he's not an abuser, but in my dream he has been.....well this weekend on saturday he gave me a hug and it really just creeped me out.....and then as the day went on he kept on taking pictures and i swear he took pictures of JUST me......and not doing anything.....like i'd be sitting there talking or laiughing and he'd square the camera on me and just snap pictures of me.......it really made me feel uncomortable....and then my cousin had a baby and brought her to my uncle's house and so i was standing up holding the baby and me uncle that makes me uncomfrotable came by and put his hand on my back and rubbed it and then just went down to the bottom of my shirt.....i was standing holding the baby so i couldn't do anything.....and this kept happening.....something uncomfortable would happen and i had no idea how to handle it.....i'll talk about ion therapy this week....