Thanksgiving...........

so over the past week everything has gone pretty well.....no extreme triggers, no crazy family stuff......i'm sick now, but that's expected this time of year.....the thing that made me pissed was on Thanksgiving morning.....i woke up and my mom said she needed more corn, so i put on jeans, shoes and a coat and ran to the store.....as i was waiting in line i got a text that said,"Happy Thanksgiving!!"....it was from an unknown number......i texted back "who is this??" another text about 30 minutes later saying "sorry it was to everyone on my phone ignore it.." i replied AGAIN "who is this???" i wanted to know who was texting my phone!!!!!! i don't like not knowing who people texting me are....and if it was someone who was trying to reach someone else then ya know i wanna make sure that they don't keep contacting ME....so the text i got was"i'm not allowed to talk to you..." i responded "tj??" "no" "jason??" "yes val it's me. just leave it alone. stop." and i blew up!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! we have a fling and he still has MY number in HIS phone and he tells ME to "leave it alone"!!!!!!!!!????????? oh i texted him back and said,"i just wanted ot know who it was...leave ME alone!!!" and he never texted back.....the reason this pisses me off is because after everything that happened you would THINK that he would have the decency to deltee my number from his phone, but NO he still has it!!! so what does THAT piece of information tell me??? it tells me that he expects me to be used again BY HIM and have sex WITH HIM and not stand up for myself AGAINST HIM......but no!! that's gonna change....the mionute that he texts me and asks to meet me, know hat i'm gnna text back?? let me tell ya,"FUCK OFF." yeah, that'll be my response