dream..........

ug!!! i HATE having dreams!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! at least ones that scare me.....i feel tension in my shoulders and neck and i feel so anxious......this whole dream about my uncle abusing me as a young child......God, i can't remember the last time i've been this anxious from a dream.....i feel cold and i know that it's just my anxiety......**groan** i justy want my life to be normal!!!!! i wish this didn't happen!!!!! i just wanna be normal again and i just wanna live a life without fear!!!!!!!!!!