cut.........

i wanna cut.....there's too much anxiety going on in my life and i'm getting tired of it......i'm getting tired of all this anxiety and i just wanna release it all.....i wanna focus on that physical pain so i can get through all this crap......my mind is reeling and my head is in such pain......i want that quick fix so i can go on with my life.....i should tell my parents i know that.....i really wish that i wasn't so afraid of their reactions.....this would be so much easier if i wasn't......