Flippin' full moon! 
And this month there's an eclipse in the mix, too. Overall result is that I'm feeling real disconnected today. The things I normally feel from posts that I use as my guidance in helping, I don't feel, or they are weak enough that I'm not sure if they are real and accurate (from the poster), or not (from me). This started Monday, 3 days before the full moon, which is when its effects usually hit me. Atypical is that I'm still being affected which is, I expect, tied to the eclipse. Hopefully, this won't last much longer. The eclipse was last night and the full moon peaks today, so hopefully this will end and normalcy will return tomorrow.
I do not like this at all. My mission, my work, my reason for being in this life is to help people and when I am unable to, it is depressing. It took over half my lifetime to discover this. Now I feel I have a lot of catching up to do and when some hinderance comes along it really irritates me. Hence this unusual journal entry.
So that's why I've been a bit scarce here. I've posted where I've felt the guidance, but mostly I've just been reading and wishing I could do more.
Eve and I finished our vision board last night 
, finally. Tonight we join in on a global meditation project. I've got my relaxation playlist which is mostly Native American music going in my headphones, working on overcoming this "off-ness" I'm feeling and getting myself back grounded and centered. As best I can at work, that is. Ahhhh, Starseed Track 1 just came on. That will help immensely.
Eve has one more article to write and we launch our website. Woooohooooo!!! 
It's been a long time coming. I wish I could get more excited about it. <sigh> Oh, well. Like I tell quitters, it's all temporary, I am not being damaged, and it will pass. But until then, it really sucks.
Bless your hearts, everyone. Thanks for listening.
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This too shall pass. How interesting that you get a disconnected feeling. I had an overabundance of energy and that can be a little scary. I am a true lover of rock and roll, well the classic stuff but I tend to listen to smooth jazz and R&B. I found I was blasting Led Zeppelin and Aerosmith, dancing maniacally around the house, just short of jumping on furniture! LOL I\'m really looking forward to exploring your new website but I\'m not going to put one single expectation into it, I want to be open and totally surprised. I\'m sending you a big bear hug and toasting you and Eve with a cuppa white tea.
Being in mental health, you really see the effects of full moons, eclipses, etc. We had like 5 walk-ins last Wed. I\'ve also noticed my really WAK people seem BETTER those days! I think there is also something to rising or falling barometric pressure, but that\'s my own theory. Anyway, I understand about the helping profession thing. And I, too, started late. Of course in God-time (Higher power, whatever, etc.) it\'s all right ON-TIME! It\'s important to remember we, too, are human, and from time to time need help ourselves. My friends all know when I\'m funky or stressed, they will hear from me, and hear from me OFTEN, until it passes. And, this, TOO, shall pass! I think of it as a trade-off. I\'m proud of you for admitting your humanity. I know that\'s not easy. Your posts are always some of the most helpful to me, so it\'s nice to know maybe I can be of some help to YOU for a change! Hang in there, and TAKE CARE OF YOU as well as you do others, and I know you will be just fine eventually!