SIGH
i think i have lost all hope, last night i was visiting an on-line al-anon meeting, not participating, just listening. i physically felt a whooshing feeling as all hope left my body.
yesterday, EXactly 2 weeks post surgery he ran out of pain meds because he took 60 norcos in 4 days and cannot renew the script for another couple of days so he is withdrawing. he hasnt slept in two days and is generally miserable (Well more Miserable). i know he will renew and start all over no lesson learned PLUS he has a post-op visit w/ doc tomorrow so i am sure he will get another prescription. i need to be realistic here don't i? here is the thing though i don't really even care if he is in pain..... enough already, so take pills and dont eat, no healing of tissue skin muscle bone with no nutrients. i have been wasting too much time taking care of someone who really does not care. and who cares for me ?
yesterday, EXactly 2 weeks post surgery he ran out of pain meds because he took 60 norcos in 4 days and cannot renew the script for another couple of days so he is withdrawing. he hasnt slept in two days and is generally miserable (Well more Miserable). i know he will renew and start all over no lesson learned PLUS he has a post-op visit w/ doc tomorrow so i am sure he will get another prescription. i need to be realistic here don't i? here is the thing though i don't really even care if he is in pain..... enough already, so take pills and dont eat, no healing of tissue skin muscle bone with no nutrients. i have been wasting too much time taking care of someone who really does not care. and who cares for me ?
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