wow i think i have given up.
i dont the energy to go on and things are like getting to me
esp the pain, i fell of my bf the other day, i climb on his back so he could me a piggy back and we fell over big time and now the back is so frigging sore.
i think a nice od on pills will do the trick.
depression is at a all time low.
wow, can i go on like this.
 
many thanks to my friends who have supported me the past fre months, i love you all so much, and i app your friend ship.
 
tomorrow the kids will be gone and i dont what i will do. it sucks, being in bed day in and out. when will this end.
 
soph.