why????
Itz been 4 monthz since da passing of my baby gurl..and i miz her so much. i know i beat myself up everyday, just thinking, maybe if i was awake, or why, but nothing well bring my baby back..My life is so messed up, i dnt know were to start..I fight with my other half everyday, we just cant see eye to eye..im trying to get thru the loss of my baby, and hez trying to get over it..everything just pissess me off..he doesnt want me talking about leila anymore, I just dont know wat to do anymore..all we do iz argue..I cant stand him, he doesnt understand i cant breath, im suffering ,tearz, i have no one to talk to..Thats wat makez me so angry at him then i start kicking him out the house, smh!!!I hate him so much, I hate it even more that my babyz gone...tearz....i feel so lonely, I feel like just walking in the middle of an oncomming traffic..but i still have 3 kidz thatz why i cant...i dnt know wat god iz doing to me..tearz..why? why? why? why iz my life such a mess,
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today was really hard for me..i miz my baby so much..i just felt so lost, hurt nd most of all, my heart so hurting so much, it was unbearable...tearz...I luv yu leila!!! i i feel so lonely, i have no one to talk to..
Im sittin here drinkin my life away....i miz my baby soooooooo much.....If i know fo sure if i die ill be wit leila, i rather die
I really hate da holidayz...ugh..not lookin forward...just wana hide away from errybody..I miz my baby so much...i hate my life...
Just an update of wats been going on...
Well, me and Leilas dad called it quits, a few months ago and i just have so much on my plate ryte now, i just dnt know wat else to do anymore...My life is so incomplete ryte now...