Wednesday, February 27, 2008
Hi. It is Wednesday morning. I did not drink last night. But can u believe as I was getting ready for work at 5am this morning I was thinking how good it will be when this work day is thru and I can have some beers and relax???!!!???What in tarnation is wrong with me???? Again I ask How can I want something so bad that i hate so much?? I am still quoting scriptures to myself and praying, praying, praying. I will win. Satan will not, cannot defeat me!! I am covered by the blood of Jesus!! I am POWERLESS over beer. It controls me. It runs thru my mind, just a little won't hurt, just a few beers ain't gonna hurt. But I know me. I won't stop til I can't see staright and then I will take something to go to sleep. Then the shame & guilt will be there. IT AIN'T WORTH IT!!!! Please keep me in your prayers..