Tuesday, February 26, 2008

Well, I did make it all day Monday without drinking. I even set with my husband while he drank 3 beers and i was fine.Today.. I am physically exhausted from my job, husband has to work til midnight.. I keep thinking how nice it would be to go home and drink those other 3 beers, to relax. But i know it's the devil's brew, i have been praying my fanny off, rebuking the devil.. the desire is still there. I WILL FIGHT IT!! I WILL WIN!!How can I want something so bad that I hate so much????