Hey ya'll!!I hope u are all doing good.. if not.. Let me help please...My life actually is on an uphill slope.I am so blessed by my Father and so much peace abounds..I still drink occasionally.. but it's hard to get drunk in the winter time.especially when i don't smoke in the house.. and those of u who drink and smoke get the connection there.I am still battling alcohol, nicotine, and occassionally weed. Prayers for me are definately needed and some friendship.I love to help people.. i even help people who won't help themselves - ONCE.Abe Lincoln said it and I believe it"The worst thing you can do for someone is something they can and should do for themselves"