It would be so much easier if my husband did not bring beer home. Part of me wants to get mad at him and say "How can you do this to me!? You know I have a problem!!!!"I would not drink at all, if it weren't in the fridge. But I also should not force him to quit something he enjoys. he comes home from work, grabs a beer and goes outside to work in the yard. there is nothing wrong with that. most times he only drinks 3.but no, not me! if it's one, then it's atleast 6. But i have been able to stay off the phone and not drink til i puke. Last night i knew I had drank just about enough, so I took 2 benadryl to make me sleepy so i would stop drinking. I wonder if that is dangerous??? I know it ain't smart. I just never in my wildest dreams thought I would grow up to be an alcoholic.