More on me.. I stayed sober last night, well sorta. I did not drink, but i took another mood altering drug. Alcohol is the only thing that makes me act stupid. or out of character. I drank heavily saturday night. had company, i was the only one drunk tho. We was talking about immigtation first, (my opinion is don't hate or be bitter over something u have no control over) and I was very loud and pushy with my opinion. Then we got on the subject is The BIBLE accurate. I love MY LORD with all my heart and spend most of my days talking to HIM, so i was pretty riled up about this too. Is the BIBLE 100% accurate? I don't know. Is it inspired by the Holy Spirit? Yes. Is Jesus real? Yes.I believe all these things to the very core of my being, and I am not in any way ashamed to say it.BUT!!.... this conversation took place as I was wasted on beer & pot.So often, when I drink my mouth just runs away, and I always regret it. I am not vulgar, if a curse word comes out of my mouth, it is so rare that poeple, including myself are shocked.I feel like i'm babbling right now, but i can't seem to get out what i am trying to get across.I don't like me when I drink. I think I need to be remined of that daily! Thank you to the people who have reached out to me.