So my bulimia is really out of control lately. I am stealing food at least once a day and overdosing on laxatives and diet pills all the time. Two days ago my parents went through my stuff and found about 100 dollars worth of diet pills in my back pack and yesterday me and my mom got into a fight and she started calling the cops on me. I am suspended from school for truancy b/c I have been skipping class everyday to9 go b/p and I left my fork at home (that I purge with) so I left campus to walk to the drug store and buy a toothbrush and I almost got caught by the cops twice on the way there and back. Aaaaaaaaand a whole bunch of other shit that went down all b/c of my bulimia and now my family won't talk to me. My brother won't look at me. My parents are thinking about kicking me out. And the only thing good that will come out of this is the possibility that I will get accepted into an inpatient recovery program. oh, and my parents saw all of the hickies on my neck from Bobby and they were pissed and then today I came home with more and they are double pissed. uuuuuuuuuugh! sorry, I lied. It didn't turn out to be that short. I just didn't want to write all of it in the message cuz none of this had anything to do with that. PPEEAACCEE&&LLOOVVEE
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your parents should be there to support you and be helpful to you! not to kick you out cos its not an ideal situation!! i am so pissed off with them even tho i dont know them!
I agree with Ishtar you parenta are meant to helping you ot making it worse.
I hope it gets better for ya!!
Sounds like life is pretty hectic for you right now hun...just take a deep breath, remember to breathe.....everything will be OK. If you need to talk, please hit me up. ((hugs))
I hope things work out for you !! Hang in there !!
Oh wow. It really sounds like you are having a difficult time right now. See how many problems your eating disorder is causing you??
I hope things will get much easier for you soon. Like you said, the positive thing about all of this is that maybe you can get some professional help. I wish you the absolute best, and I\'m praying that it gets better.
thats horrible sweety!!hope things will get beter soon.mwa :)
Mon ami (my friend).....I can see things from your point of view, and that it\'s quite unreasonable, the way your parents are acting. But, take it from someone who has had similar parent issues......your Mum is calling the cops because she is at her wits end, and does not know what else to do. Yes, she is making the wrong decision, but in here eyes, she can\'t see any other alternative. It may not seem that she loves you, but really, she does. As for your brother not talking to you. Mine has not spoken to me for years. This is a direct result of the effect you having an ED has on your parents, or so it is in my case. My brother sees what it is doing to my Mum and Dad, and he hears about it all the time from them, and he resents me for being the way I am and inadvertently hurting my folks. Life is hard as a teenager. A struggle for people to accept you for the way you are at the same time as you are trying to figure out what your life is about, and who you are as a person......Maybe, just to shock the shit out of your Mum and Dad, you should call a meeting with them, and outline how it is you are feeling, and try to explain to them calmly, why it is you are in trouble, and what this disease is doing to you. I wish I had have done that at 17, instead of waiting until I was 26. I sat down with paper and a pen and wrote out what I wanted to say. I asked my mum and dad to sit there and listen and not interrupt, and then they could talk afterwards. It wasn\'t perfect, and didn\'t go smoothly, but they have a better idea of where I am at with this. I know what I am saying might be going over your head, and it may sound like I am preaching, but I do care about you and your situation.....I hope some of what I have written helps you.... x x S