Ugh, I am having a relapse. I am seriously depressed about this. I am back to puking at least 4 times a day. I am just so stressed out. Every kid at school is smarter than me, every girl is prettier and skinnier, my parents are extremely dissapointed with and mad at me, all of my best friends turned on me, my best friend is huffing frion (SO SO SOOOO dangerous) but we are in a fight so I can't talk to her about it....The list goes on.  Bulimia is all I have to fall back on. Oh, and my boy friend told me I was fat and that he would support me in losing weight....and he knows that I am bulimic :(

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Oh my gosh honey. I am so sorry to hear all of this. This is more than anyone should have to handle. I know this is going to sound terribly hard, but my advice would be just to keep your head held high around all of them beacuse you are so much better than them, and it really is their loss that they cannot appreciate you. I dont understand why not because you are such a sweet, loving, and intelligent person. Have faith in the fact that you can talk to me or anyone else on here anytime. If you cant get me on here try my email at dannielle_rettman@comcast.net which I checked multiple times a day. Honey, I wish things will improve for you! All my love! = )
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i agree with the above. it\'s definitely their loss, not yours.

and i mean no offense by this at all, but... what a horrible thing for your bf to say!!! he should love you just as you are and not say things like that. >_
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ur boyfriend sounds like an asshole i dont like him