thats it im no longer conforming to what people say i should do or what they say is right. im not even alowd to talk to the young people anyone and if they talk to me im suppose to just find a way to walk away from them. I cant do anything right and when i try to put things right or prove myself i just end up making things worse. i dont deserve what i have im a horrible person that needs to be watched and kept away from nice people so i dont ruin them. im unworthy to be where i am even if its not that much. im a failure and a lost cause any bonds i had with anyone are slowly going to be untied people will be much better off without having to worry about me. im sorry.