i dont no what to say anymore im a mess. ive spent today excersising and when i got tired and couldnt do any more i got anoyed coz i couldnt do anymore and felt i was just being lazy and giving in. if i really wanted to lose weight and look good then i wouldnt give in so quickly! i ate some crackers today yuk and a pieceĀ of friuted soda bread how bad is that all along with some boild sweets that im munching on. i need to get this together be stronger and stop eating rubbish and be more motivated. ive just taken 30 laxatives and i want more but i feel sick already.

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you really need to kick the laxatives in the butt, i know i take them but not even close to what your taking, Emma i am so concerned that you are doing so irreversible damage please stop doing this to yourself and please see your doctor at the first avalible chance i know you have an appointment on monday but maybe thats just too long to wait.
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i start shaking if i dont have them
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You\'ll end up dying because of them if you don\'t stop. And it will be slow and painful. Take us seriously for once, I beg you, stop taking them - or at the very least stick to the recommended dosage!