How screwed up is this? So i guess im addicted to laxatives. i really needed some today so i took them but then i was like oh crap wot about work they are gona kick in right in the middle of work so i took some imodium to counteract it! thing is it worked, not sure why im not totally bent over with cramp but im kinda ok. So after i finished at the office i thought well it worked earlier so ill try it again and its worked again! admittedly i do feel rather sick and in much need of the toilet! slightly light headed. got to go yuk.    Oh my goodness...........im so scared i think ive jsut unintentionally taken an over dose! ok so i havent eaten since saturday and monday and tuesday were really triggering and i finally droke down and cried tuesday evening i took quite a few laxatives on top of what id already taken during the day, then i woke up in the night and took some more. this morning i took what id usually take then started to panick about work and so thats wot i put above and now i feel so sick and my stomach is running and i feel sick and finding this really hard to type. i want to be sick but cant. i dont no how many ive taken over the last 24 hours but it must be somewhere between 70-100. my body feels zapped exhuasted and im so sleepy but im too scared to close my eyes. i cant go tohospital coz icant drive i cant call my friend cox i willhurt her and cant remember. will i be ok