yesterday was mega triggering. now i dont want to eat and if it wasnt for having to work id take a whole load of laxatives! in fact i hate food so much right now that ive hidden all my safe food away out of sight. i just cant bear it around me. I want to go out and do some bouncing on my trampoline but im feeling lazy and cold. i no ill warm up if i go out but i cant be bothered! Ahhhh and thats really bugging me now coz i shouldnt be so lazy! im mega tired tho and only staying awake because of the pro plus ive been taking. yuk starting to feel a bit sick! Im going to the drs in a bit because over teh weekend i developed a rash in my mouth and yesterday it was so painful it hurt to open it and speak let alone drink or eat. today however its not as sore but there are lots of little blistery type ulsers so i guess it still work going and having it looked at (not that i can afford to buy any medicine for it!) Thin is beautiful! i really need to loose weight. i want to loose weight but i dont want to be ill. i want to keep taking laxatives to loose weight - and i no they dont help the calorie intake but they make me feel bloated and give me a tummy ache when i eat so it makes it easier not to eat! but i dont want to have to wear a nappy when ive mucked up my stomach! why cant i be thin and beautiful? Im really not feeling incontrol of anything at the moment. work are messing me around and i cant get hold of either of the people i want to talk to so that is winding me up and making me feel irratated. i feel like people just keep making decisions about me without even consulting me or asking me what i want. I havent a clue whats happening at work because they dont ask me they tell me and believe it or not i do have a life outside of work but hey they wont listen because what they want is way more important than me! they really dont care about me or my needs or health just the image of the county council.
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\"Thin is beautiful!\"
Thinness has nothing to do with beauty. Beauty is on the inside anyway but if you mean vain prettiness you still cant apply that rule, there are ugly thin people and fat or average beautiful peoople.
If you make yourself healthier you will be more beautiful on the outside. You don\'t stand a chance of helping your health by taking laxatives or pro-plus. Especially to excess like you do.
Try
1. Sleep/rest AT LEAST 8 hours a night.
2. Fruit & veg, nothing fatty and not too much sugar.
3. No laxatives - throw them away.
4. More exercise.
You ARE beautiful.
hi ya.it must be terrible to get stuck in your situation.you know you dont have to be thin to be beautiful,bet your sick of hearing that one but its true.you are a lovely person.you have always been here for me when i need you and thats a beautiful thing to do.please dont be hard on yourself,i hate to hear when people are down.i am always here if you want someone.take care my friend and look after you.all my love anthea xx
Everyone thinks that thin si beautiful but like Peter88 said-beauty IS on the INSIDE. Not all of us are \"model\" types. And how boring would the world be if EVERYONE looked the same? U R unique-thats what makes you YOU! We all have something we\'d like to change about ourselves and thats ok-but SAFELY!! Some of those models have SO MANY other issues that you dont see behind the scenes. Drug addictions-to stay thin. Eating addictions-to stay thin, Emotional problems-to stay thin. See a pattern here?
I love you and want you to do it healthy!!! So it takes a year to lose 60 pounds. At least your healthy and will feel good about the way you did it! Build your self esteem and confindence in yourself!! LOVE YA! XOXO
people dont look at the inside tho do they