Just stop popping pills! I no im not fat, well not that fat anyway, but i feel like such a hefferlump! I feel bloated and fat and buldgy all the time. I dont want to eat but i feel hungry all the time so i pick at really bad things or binge then i feel crap coz ive got bad food in me. i hate the thought of having food in me but i need to eat still. Im gona have to go have some more cracker bread once ive written this. Im feeling really ill aswell because i have a chest infection and a cold, but in top of that i feel exhausted completely tired and because ive been taking laxatives i also feel a bit sick! Ive got my trampoline coming tomorrow so i will feel (hopefully) happier about eating coz i will be able to go bounce it all off and ive got 2 work out dvds so if i can summon up the energy and disapline then everything will be ok.