Urm well im not sure about the whole progress thing but im eating and eating tones! i guess thats binging (oh dear) and laxatives overdoes last night i thought i was gona have to tell my mum coz i was soo ill but i managed to fall back asleep and although i feel crappy now i feel better. I took more laxatives which seemed to do the trick but ive had so many recently im going to the cinema later i dont want to be in the toilet all the way through the film.Im totally over this whole christmas thing! its so over rated. Its all about the eating and the pressents and although i love buying gifts for people i do that all year round! but the eating is pointless. Apparently the average person eats 7000 calories on xmas day and that is just gross! the thought just makes me ill but i bet ill eat half or nearly that 2moro now that ive given in. I feel like ive lost all control over my eating and although i love being home with mum and old friends i cant wait to get back and take control again!