I am so peved off. I made brownies today for the various xmas parties im going to or doing for the young people and my house mates wanted to try them so i said they could when they had cooled down and i had finished with them. they picked and picked at them and they thought it was really funny. I asked them really nicely to stop but they didnt. Then i was watching some TV and i thought id have a go on my housemate excersise machine whilst i was watching, kill 2 birds with 1 stone type thing and he came in and flipped out at me going on about how i shouldnt be touching other peoples things and if i want to use it i should buy my own!!! then he went on about my faith and relationship with God! like whats that got to do with him mr high and mighty!I seem to spend my whole time cleaning up after them they have no idea! i hoover so they walk in with muddy shoes and tread mud all over the floor! i wipe down surfaces in the kitchen so they  make toast and leave jam all over them. I empty the dish washer so they fill the sink and leave dirty dishes lying around!Im so tired of everything. tired of SI tired of ED tired of laxatives tired of feeling ill tired of being tired and tired of life and being so confused by it! I cant even go home early because i have a drs appointment tuesday afternnon!I cant go on anymore.