I went to a healing service this evening. I didnt want to go coz i only got 3hrs sleep last night. Some guy stopped over at our house nad was going on about satanic influences in our lives and then went on to say that self harm is a satanic influence! needless to say i didnt take kindly to that i have enough problems with out words like that being spoken over me! I cried all night. But i went and was really scared all teh way thro and then when everyone had gone i went for prayer (not something i would normally do!) and after i felt really different a little numb but i feel good now and dont want to harm which is really good coz for days ive been screaming inside with urges. I just feel so gd now.