why why do people make such stupid fly accusations?! if things arent hard enough to control. Im so mad im boiling over i just want to cut so much. He has really made me cry. not even harming helps. i just want to scream so loud im so mad everyone is asleep so i cant even cry out loud outherwise i will wake them. my head i pounding. I cant do this anymore i need someone to take it away i cant fight it and i hate doing it. ive got crappy scars all over my arms and they hurt so much but i want to scrap them more. im such a mess so mad i love this song.....its by a band called between the treesShe's upsetBad dayHeads for the dresser drawer todrive her pain awayNothing good can come of this.She opens it theres nothing thereis only left over tears"Mom and dad had no right" she screamsas the anger runs down both of her cheeks.Then she closed her eyesand found relief in a knifethe blood flows as she criesAll alone the way she feelsLeft alone to deal with all the pain-drenched sorrow reliefBite the lip just forget the bleedingCurled up she's on the floorrelief left her, she had hoped for something morefrom itHe leans down to comfort herShe is weeping and hewraps his arms aroundand around and around and...The deeper you cutthe deeper I hurtThe deeper you cutit only gets worseNow she's slowly opening...new eyes...Then she opened her eyesand found relief through His lifeand put down her knivesThen she opened her lifeand found relief through His eyesand put downshe put down her life