Woop woop woop! that is such a cool word!!! Well im feeling better today. im not sure what made me so angry last night but thats gone now. hummmmm big sighs. I had a chat today about some stuff with my friend at work about my house and moving and how the people were being really horrible and taking my money and so although it hasnt changed anything she made me laugh and cheered me up. She doesnt no about my SI but i guess working with her over the summer she might find out. I dont think it will make much difference other than i no she will check up on me all the time! Its been nice and warm which always cheers people up and makes a change from the cold wet horrible weather. I scrapped my arm again last night after not doing it for 4weeks and then all night i wanted to cut it was so horrible and i thought that i would be back to wanting to do it every day again but today i think ive got away with it i really dont feel the need to harm! Maybe you can just do it the once and get it out your system! If feeling ok!