. HI MY DS FRIENDS ..IT'S NICE TO SEE YOU ARE ALL THINKING ABOUT ME .. I THINK ABOUT ALL OF YOUS TOO. SORRY I HAVENT BEEN ON LATLY...I AM TRYING TO HELP MY B/F DEAL WITH THE STRESS HE IS UNDERGOING WITH HIS MOM'S ALZIEMERS !..HE DOESNT EVEN HAVE HARDLY ANY TIME TO COME SEE ME .. BUT WE TALK ON PHONE ! I HAVENT SEEN HIM IN A WEEK , BUT SUNDAY HE MADE A EFORD TO COME SNOW BLOW MY YARD ! WE HAD OVER 40 CM OF SNOW ! I WAS VERY HAPPY TO SEE HIM , ALDO HE LOOK SO BEET UP MENTALLY !!FINALLY THING WILL BE MOVING A LITTLE FASTER NOW FOR HIS MOM TO BE PLACE IN NURSING HOME ! ITS BECOME TO DANGEROUS FOR HER TO STAY HOME ! ALDO SHE GOT MY  B/F AND HIS SISTER AND BROTHER TAKING CARE OF HER NOW 24/24. SHE GOT TO HARD TO HANDLE !.. THIS MORNING AT 9AM HIS SISTER AND ANOTHER SISTER OF HIS  HAS A APPOINTMENT WITH SOCIAL WORKER AT HEALTH AND WELFARE FOR ELDERLYS .. I AM HOPING AND PRAYING THAT IT WON TAKE LONG NOW BEFORE SHE IS PLACE IN GOOD CARE! THEY ARE ALL SO TIRED AND BEETED UP BY THIS ITS UNREAL ! MY B/F IS BEING STRONG FOR THE OTHERS RIGHT NOW , BUT I KNOW ONCE HIS MOM IS PLACE IN HOME , HE IS GONA BRAKE DOWN ! I CAN TELL SUNDAY THAT HE ONLY HOLD ON BY A STRING BEFORE HE BRAKES ,, BUT I KNOW EVENTUALLY AFATER A GOOD REST , HE WILL BE FINE ! I WILL BE THER FOR HIM! AM VERY ATTACH TO HIS MOM AND HER TO ME !.. I USE TO HAVE FUN MAKING HER LAUGH IN SUMMER TIME ON HER SWING AND SINGING CRAZY SONG I WOULD COMPOSE FOR HER! I WILL SURELY MISS DOING THAT !IT BRAKES MY HEART JUST THINKING I WONT BEABLE TOO DO THAT !IF I GO VISTE HER IN NURSING HOME AND START SINGING DOES SONG I COMPOSE AM SURE TO BE KICKED OUT OF THER LOL !.... THANK YOU FOR ALL YOUR HUGS AND CONCERN ...PS.....DOLORES I GOT YOUR EMAIL HUN , JUST DIDNT GET AROUND ANSWERING YOU BACK , AM SO SORRY ABOUT THAT! BUT THANK YOU EVER SO MUCH FOR SENDING IT ! I WILL SURE TRY TO KEEP YOU ALL UPDATED WITH WHATS GOING TO HAPPEN NEXT ! ..... HUGS TO ALL OF YOU MY DS FRIEND !