I work in the road building industry which means I work up to 15 hours a day Mon to sat and only have Sundays off. I'm in the gravel pit and I'm the only female. It's hard for me to be around some of the guys. I've been here for 9 years and one would think that it would get easier after time but it is not getting easier. The last month has been hell for me at work with have flashback and not sleeping and eating well at all. And to top it off I was told they are going to extend the hours for the semi's by a hour. So for me that would be extending the hours to 2. I HATE MY JOB. I need the money but I can't go on like this much longer. I stopped smoking 11years ago and I want one so bad and I've been drinking more then I use to. I'm so frustrated with everything I don't know if I'm coming or going.