Being tested --Big Time!!!Wow things have become pretty intense for me lately.It has been very hard to keep any kind of contentmentor joy, never mind peace and serenity. I am trying tofigure out what is going on. Is it that the issues thatare coming up are hard to deal with in a calm, positiveway or is it because there are unhealed parts of me whotake over and insist on thinking irrationally and engagingin unproductive arguments and struggles. I am confused about it all. But I still put myself at 5% closerto my goal because I did not buy a bottle of wine.I will keep you posted!!! with peace Ida.