Well, I have not been on here forever!  Everything is just so crazy right now.  STBX is squeezing me financially to try to force us out of the house.  He is filing for sole custody of Wes, not both, just him.  Needless to say, Sara is devestated by this.  He is trying to make our life hell, but we are still here and will be until this is over.  The children now have their own lawyer, a GAL, and has met with the children and me.  Will hopefully have an update next week as to when mediation is and what his findings were.  I will keep the children together....that is my goal.  Well, those are the important things going on.  I am so busy with work, and preparing to go back to school in January that I have not been on here in so long.   I am writing to thank everyone for their support in the past, and will check in from time to time, but right now I have to make my priorities and the computer isnt one of them.  I appreciate all of you listening and commenting and never judging me.  You have kept me going so far.  You will never know how much I appreciate all of you......thank you....hope to back when things calm down some.........wishing you all happiness and courage.   Love, Kelly