What a week.  The party was ausome.  Had so much fun...perfect weather, kids had a great time with lots of friends and family....could not have been better.  We had Wesleys last football game on Tues.  Pouring rain and cold....now that is true love.  Sara and I were froze and so was he..but they won their last game!  That day was their actual birthday.  Glenn was there and never once came up to either one of them to hug them, tell them happy birthday...nothing.  He never ceases to amaze me in what a sick person he really has become.  The kids actually went with him last night - first time they have all been together for the second time in 4 months...then I found out Wes didnt even stay there..he went to a friends house.  We are suppose to go back and submit our last letters from lawyers to say we dont agree....we are to meet before next Wed.  Maybe Monday afternoon...I just think his lawyer is delaying so it will be until after the first of the year for tax reasons for Glenn.  I will do whatever I can to make sure that does not happen.  I feel like I just cannot go that long.  I am ready for this to be done..so I know if I will live in my home or not.....etc etc etc.  I have made a decision that I will return to school in January and hoping to get into a new RN program starting here is August next year.  I have three years of college already, so most credits will transfer.  I think I have a good shot of being accepted.  Big step for sure, but I know that I must be able to support myself and our children without any help from Glenn because he is completely unreliable.  He is so arrogant I cannot stand to look at him.  I am really trying to get past that, and do when the kids are around us together which is not often.  I have just had plenty......but overall, doing well.  One of those dreary days here and I think that has alot to do with it.  I have not had the time to be on the computer much....and I think that has alot to do with so much being kept inside...I need to try to find time for me to do my journaling....but life seems to be so busy right now....well, this is one of the things that go.  I think of you all often and hope you are all doing well.   Thanks for listening...Kelly