Well, I reread last nights posting..I was quite pissed! I am not like that often anymore..thank God. I just think that if one walks away - then the other persons life should remain as they were living and not have to work so hard to make that happen. I mean all the games and court proceedings...what a waste of time and money. I am glad I released the anger last night. I feel good this am. My focus is to stay in the present and focus on the moment. I have not strayed from the high road I have taken, although tempted, I have not fallen to the "dark side" LOL / I know that when all this is finalized that I will be able to move forward living my life again....for myself and the children. Just having him not hanging over my head will be such a great relief. I just have to reign myself back in from thinking to much ahead of myself. I can be impatient like that. Let me tell you, after all of this, I will have learned patience. Love my life, love my children.....love myself. Thank God for my friends who listen and are here for me. Thank you all......Kelly
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Hey Kelly, that is great! I am glad that you can use this site to release your anger. Whatever works, right! Your attitude is amazing and I am happy for you. Take care, Beth
well i hope to get there someday i have some bitter feeling still
Don\'t worry about being pissed, we have all been pissed, happy, sad, devastated, elated, all the emotions, sometimes it seems all at once. No one here is judging you. Stick to the high road, people notice when you don\'t take revenge. It seems that the married people are all in awe of us when we don\'t start fighting it out with the stbx.
Also, if you are like most of us, you will learn so much about yourself, it\'s truly amazing at how insightful I have become. I used to be so impatient, not now.
exactly what scott said no one here is judging you...believe me I was pissed, happy, sad, devastated and elated and there were days when I wondered if I had the right to feel elated about ending something that was supposed to be forever.