Well, Hello my friends.  It is Sunday night.  What a great weekend.  It started out on Saturday when Glenn picked up Wesley from a friends house that he spent the night at and brought him home.  He came and sat with me on the porch.  He looked so bad and I was having a great hair day if you know what I mean.  When he saw me he said you look nice...I said, I feel great...anyway, enough of patting me on the back.  It was a very confident day for me and those have been rare.  He said that he has been thinking about the land we live on and wanted me to give him a piece of it to use as collateral against this so called house he has in mind....(HA).  This farm is the childrens and I said that number one - he was not going to build a house in our back yard.  He said he wasnt but who can believe a thing out of his mouth.  I said that he would be getting a buyout from me of some sort and that he would have a down payment for whatever.  Then I told him that the road he was on - spiraling out of control basically, would prevent me from even thinkig about that.  If he were to default on whatever he got going (house) - then this "little piece" of property goes with it and that this was the childrens farm now and I would not allow that to happen.  He is a bad investment.  He said, well you know this will go to trial.  I said good luck - he said what do you mean.  I said Glenn if you want to go to trial - bring it on baby - if you want all that I have on you on public display, I would be glad to display it.  He said Im not afraid of you.  I laughed and said - I dont expect you to be afraid of me - I am telling you that here is another opportunity to save yourself.  But it is completely up to you - and that I was ready either way.  Dont think he liked that very much.  Lets see - he went from I am fighting for the house and the farm, to you can have the house and three acres - and I want to rest, to now - he wants a little piece to use as collateral.  He is a terrible poker player so to speak.  He must have forgotten - mess with me - ok - I can deal.  Mess with my children, and this applies to anyone, you better look out - cause mama bear appears.  He still has no remorse, blames all of this on everyone else, and is still livin life and havin fun - only problem - he left his kids behind.  Idiot.  Anyway - back to my great weekend.  Family, my age, in from Louiville.  Cousins are so great.  They are His cousins, but his wife is one of my very best friends.  Drank a little bit too much Vodka lastt night, but hey - it was Saturday afterall.  Then the kids other cousin came from Indiana.  Her name is Caroline and is great girl.  Almost 18 - and she totes Sara and Wes, in my car --UGGG, andd have a ball.  There other cousins live on the farm also, so by the time 7 roilled around, I had ten teenagers down at the pond, having a bon fire, listening to music, and all the adults were on teh back deck havin fun ourselves.  What a great night.  Talked about Glenn very little - just threw out some opinions and the consensous is he is the village idiot.  Love that, but I must say, this was the first time we all got together and Glenn was not here.  Obviously - this was a little different - but my life goes on, and I really enjoyed everyone being here having fun. Glenns loss.  He threw us away, even his extended family, and has never looked back.  I really thought that he would crash and feel bad about what he has done.  He does not.  It must be the alcohol consuming him so he does not have to deal.  Not even with his kids, which is very sad indeed.  I must say I never really knew how much work he brought me in our home.  Now that he is not home, and I am not making sure that he is taken care of, I feel as a burden has been lifted.  Kinda guilty about saying that, but you never really know what you had until it is gone.  That can work both ways - in my case, it may just be the best thing he has ever done.  He has given my life back - I thanked him for that on Sat. am.  He did not like that much either, but that is not my concerrn anymore.  I will be fine.......I am working too hard not to be.  Plus, I have great kids, although Wes is a handful right now with his mouth.  I dont know where the hell I have gotten this patience from....I really dont.  They need me, and I will do what ever it takes for all of our self preservation.  Have a good week everyone  XXX OOO  Hugs.....

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you are such an incredable woman. You make me smile. So glad you had a good weekend you really deserve it. Take care honey,xxxxx