Well, today has been much harder than I anticipated. Glenn spent some time with Wesley today and then came to the house to get some things from the garden for his grandparents. I have not felt well today..the stress finally got to me yesterday and is lingering today. He brought me flowers in to me from the garden and said you probably dont want these, I said he was right and to bring them to his grandmother. He said, you know Kelly you are the love of my life. I said Well, I used to be and he left. How dare him say that to me. After all he has done to me and the kids - why would he say that to me. I am broken with him. He is still seeing her, brought her to our house, and has broken my trust to the core. He has shown no remorse to me whatsoverand he comes in and says that to me. I just think that maybe he is starting to realize that their is no turning back from what he has done. He only thought of himself for the last month. I know he was the love of my life and he walked away without hesitation....how dare him. I will be glad when tomorrow comes.
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I\'m sorry it\'s been a difficult day. Temporary insanity, or drunk, that he would give you flowers and say that to you. Our stbx\'s just don\'t think most of the time. Tomorrow is another day.....maybe tonight you can relax with a favorite beverage and interesting book to take your mind off.
I am sorry. My x said the same thing to me. I do not know what to say but I know how you feel. You are empty and need to find a way to ease the pain. But there is not way to help. Only time and it takes alot of that.I still do love my x but now in a different light. I will say a little prayer for you tonight.
so sorry ! I think it is their way to hang on for \"safety\" reasons. Also their guilt ...be tuff and remember you re right \"HOW DARE HE\"
Be strong my friend, you can get through this. If you need to talk you know where to find me. xxxx