HI!
Hello!
Just needed to write in here. Feeling really low today. And the sun is even shining up here. It's been at least a week since we've seen it. But it is cold out. In the 40s. Nothing to do today. My brother cancelled his Dr appoint. I was looking forward to getting out. I may go for a drive tho. Heck with the gas, the soul needs to get out and that's more important. Or I'll go crazy. I feel half crazy as it is. Found a one stop job center and will call them tomorrow. I can't today, been crying and to close to tears this morning. Just wondering why all this has happened to me and why prayers are not being answered. Missing my husband, who always took care of me, my best friend and only friend at times. I just don't get it. I'm a good person, I've always tried to do good in my life and now I feel lost, lonely and scared. Sassy and I want our own place again. I miss my home in FL and wish I had never sold it. And of course the nice warmer weather down there. I just don't know what to do any more......
Just needed to write in here. Feeling really low today. And the sun is even shining up here. It's been at least a week since we've seen it. But it is cold out. In the 40s. Nothing to do today. My brother cancelled his Dr appoint. I was looking forward to getting out. I may go for a drive tho. Heck with the gas, the soul needs to get out and that's more important. Or I'll go crazy. I feel half crazy as it is. Found a one stop job center and will call them tomorrow. I can't today, been crying and to close to tears this morning. Just wondering why all this has happened to me and why prayers are not being answered. Missing my husband, who always took care of me, my best friend and only friend at times. I just don't get it. I'm a good person, I've always tried to do good in my life and now I feel lost, lonely and scared. Sassy and I want our own place again. I miss my home in FL and wish I had never sold it. And of course the nice warmer weather down there. I just don't know what to do any more......
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Hey Linda, I\'m here with you. UNderstanding what your feeling and going through. Just don\'t let go of that car. That is your ticket for so many things.
It\'s perfect weather down here right now. Just right.
I\'m here reading and with you! wanting the very best for you.
Thanks Angel, just read your journal too. We are feeling the same thing today. I hope the best for you as I do for myself. Things have got to change for us one day....I hope soon...
I am late reading your journal Vinlin....Hugs and Compassion for you. I hope you got out for a ride and that that ride helped you feel better. Hope that things start to look up for you soon. Don\'t know what else to say except I care. Hugs xoxo
Oh, I do feel for you. Getting out does help some. I hope you did and it made you feel better. I will say a prayer for you.
Thanks for the prayers Lori. I hope things are going well for you? I did go for that drive. I do that quite often cuz I get cabin fever. Take care!
WISH i could help you. i know people with mobiles for sale and no credit check, but with no job, the lot rent would be a problem. no ideas. health care has jobs and texas i know has jobs, pl just moved back there again. i wish you all the luck in getting back down south, finding employment. how about returning to school?
if you returned to school a grant covers school and the student loan covers living and then you COULD go back to florida. just an idea. xxoo