Eh

Death following me around, thats what it feels like anyway. I dont know if its because the anniversary of his death is coming up, but I dont think about him anymore, I dont even like him anymore. He fucked me over.
Want someone to just shoot me now.
Csnt make the dark thoughts go away. Cant even type up a decent senctence, just want to cry or fucking cut or soething and NO ITS NOT ABOUT HIM I HATE HIM.
fUCK IT ill check back in another time