Nightmares
I can't remember the last time I got a GOOD and restful night's sleep. I started writing this entry the other day but got side - tracked and closed the browser. Ouch. Entry gone!
It's been a while since I have written here. I haven't been optimistic for a while ...
The other night I woke up from a nightmare in which there was a tiger wandering through the house. It seemed there was a bloody pile in the corner of the bedroom ... a body? I was worried about it attacking the girls. Nothing was resolved ... I woke up.
The night after, nightmare in which my daughters were fighting. It seemed there was blood everywhere. A. had dropped something on her toe, too, which caused it to split in half and start bleeding profusely.
Most of the nightmares I don't remember ... just bits and pieces or the characters. A lot of the time, ex and his mother are there. Sometimes, his child-snatching brother.
It's been a while since I have written here. I haven't been optimistic for a while ...
The other night I woke up from a nightmare in which there was a tiger wandering through the house. It seemed there was a bloody pile in the corner of the bedroom ... a body? I was worried about it attacking the girls. Nothing was resolved ... I woke up.
The night after, nightmare in which my daughters were fighting. It seemed there was blood everywhere. A. had dropped something on her toe, too, which caused it to split in half and start bleeding profusely.
Most of the nightmares I don't remember ... just bits and pieces or the characters. A lot of the time, ex and his mother are there. Sometimes, his child-snatching brother.
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Wowsers! I RARELY remember dreams at all! Scary dreams to have are not the best. It is from these dreams that one turns inward and ascertains what are the latest and greatest fears one has right now. Introspection is a great healer of fear as one faces fears. Now, it is a path to recovery and overcoming . . .
You have obviously been through a lot of bad stuff. It sounds like at least some of it was traumatic, especially where your brother who snatched your child is concerned as he shows up often in your nightmares. What he did was pretty traumatic in real life. And you are still stressed. Nightmares can be a result of dealing with certain traumas or wanting to get back at persons who were deliberately mean to the dreamer. I\'m going by personal experience here, not dream interpretations I do hope you sleep better tonight. :)
I hope you can work thru these nightmares and can finally sleep. You struggle so in your daily life and I pray that life is finally good to you.
Sounds like your subconscious is working overtime, indicating your worries and feeling lots of fears. I\'m so sorry, dadda. It makes it tougher when we don\'t rest well. I empathize. Praying you have some good blessings to help alleviate your stress. God bless.....
At least I learned why I am tired ... knowing what\'s going on helps, even when it makes no sense at all.