I wish that I could update this more frequently. I used to write a lot. Sometimes I forget to even come into this section! Funny thin is, it's actually easier for me to journal on-line than write in a book, unless the computer is acting up.
The last week, I've been waking up with some tension headaches. Nothing a couple ibuprofen can't handle, but it would be nice to address whatever the cause is. I think that's one place life sort of sucks right now (and has for a while) - there are so many (dis)stressors, where do I begin? And the other (seemingly) major problem - prioritizing things. Of course, everything outside me has so many rules and I have to keep up with it all. No, I don't HAVE to , but there are penalties when I don't Sometimes I can really see where "life" is crazy, and they said it was me LOL. But seriously, systems are supposed to serve people, not the other way around. When people are having to forego living to kowtow to a system, why don't more people speak up? Are we just conditioned to accept whatever comes as inevitable? If so, how do I continue to break free of that type of mind-set and also, communicate with other people and wake them up? The only other thing about systems, yes there are some corrupt ones that are designed to play (prey) upon human frailties and our imperfections and make a profit from that. No guilt or shame exposing those, though. But like the nurse thing, I never really realized how obtuse people can sometimes be. It seems more a product of the times - people have a hard time understanding how a thing can be wrong if the general atmosphere IS moral decay - sort of a relativism - if you're not killing or being killed, go away because there are people getting killed - go away, we have things to attend to.
I suppose I'm babbling a bit. Just don't like "stupid" things in what is supposed to be life. You can't have free will if everything is roped off and choice deleted by systems and too many rules. I gotta get some things done and hopefully, will write more later. Think I'm thinking things through.
The last week, I've been waking up with some tension headaches. Nothing a couple ibuprofen can't handle, but it would be nice to address whatever the cause is. I think that's one place life sort of sucks right now (and has for a while) - there are so many (dis)stressors, where do I begin? And the other (seemingly) major problem - prioritizing things. Of course, everything outside me has so many rules and I have to keep up with it all. No, I don't HAVE to , but there are penalties when I don't Sometimes I can really see where "life" is crazy, and they said it was me LOL. But seriously, systems are supposed to serve people, not the other way around. When people are having to forego living to kowtow to a system, why don't more people speak up? Are we just conditioned to accept whatever comes as inevitable? If so, how do I continue to break free of that type of mind-set and also, communicate with other people and wake them up? The only other thing about systems, yes there are some corrupt ones that are designed to play (prey) upon human frailties and our imperfections and make a profit from that. No guilt or shame exposing those, though. But like the nurse thing, I never really realized how obtuse people can sometimes be. It seems more a product of the times - people have a hard time understanding how a thing can be wrong if the general atmosphere IS moral decay - sort of a relativism - if you're not killing or being killed, go away because there are people getting killed - go away, we have things to attend to.
I suppose I'm babbling a bit. Just don't like "stupid" things in what is supposed to be life. You can't have free will if everything is roped off and choice deleted by systems and too many rules. I gotta get some things done and hopefully, will write more later. Think I'm thinking things through.
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