Empty...

It takes a few components to make someone human... I believe a person must have somethings to make their existence valid... Such as a home, a job, placement somewhere, a purpose... someone who completes them... I am in a situation where I have none of that... I literally have nothing! At 36 I am homeless jobless and alone... So why am I here? I try to explain but it doesn't matter... proving more and more that I shouldn't exist... I am empty... I don't have either component to begin any part of my completion... Everything is missing... Each piece of this puzzle fits to make room for the next piece but I have nothing to start it with... Why is it so hard to understand? 
I have no home
I have no family
I have no placement
I have no job
Just an incomplete vessel... Empty