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I have a docs apt this afternoon... and I really don't  kno what to say... I had bad dreams bout it last nite and I hope they dont come true... Idk y I feel like they're gonna lock me up everytime I go in... But at the same time everythin else I'm feelin 2day is blah... I cant really reach out cuz no1 really understands... I feel trapped, stuck, and useless... ugh...