Sigh...

So today I had an important appointment... @ 11... I got up got dressed and waited for the lady to come by... I actually had a fairly decent meeting... so I made my wife some lunch for when she got off... Needless to say she got extra hours so she was like 2 hours late... which was ok I guess cuz I knew she was goin to ask for it... but at the same time... all she did when she got home was make more to eat and then only when I said something about the meeting she so nonchalantly said she totally forgot about it... So I began flippin thru channels... then she says I'm glad I wasn't watchin any of that... Rite now I'm feeling some kinda way... Am I ever gonna do anything rite...? Is anything I do ever going to be enuf? Will what's goin on with me ever be important to her...? I'm already feeling abandoned because not only did she get one job she got two... takin more time away from us... I understand we need the money but at what cost? I don't understand... Am I wrong for feelin the way I do? Hell why do I feel the way I do? I'm soooo lost...