Well, thought I'd update what's going on in my life.  I am still at my daughter-in-law's house and so far that is working out pretty well.  It is really nice to be around the grandkids so much and be able to help her with keeping the house clean and laundry and such.  I have my mobile home cleaned out and am waiting on an insurance check so I can make arrangements to get it either pulled away or torn down.  I still have my shed and carport that have to be relocated so that is a challenge finding a place for them.  I have friends who have a very small house that they are going to rent to me but it needs a bit of work so I probably won't get into it until the middle of August.  It is even smaller than my mobile home so it will be interesting to see how that all plays out.  I guess it might be good that I lost so much furniture and such.  I know God has a bigger plan for me than I am able to comprehend right now.  For now I just have to excercise my faith and know that He still has His hand on me and has promised never to leave me or forsake me.  I sometimes still fall into the dark place and sometimes I have a pity party, but I am determined not to dwell there. My Mom, oldest grandson (age 9) and I went to CT to visit my oldest son from June 28-July2 and it was a wonderful visit.  It was so good for Isaiah to be able to spend quality time with Uncle Lance.  He misses his Daddy so much but he is like me and keeps most of his emotion inside.  I sure wish we lived closer but Lance loves the east coast and I love the midwest so for now I guess we'll just travel. I only have computer access at work but I will try to keep up with everyone as much as possible.  I love you all very much and depend on you to keep me "upright".  Sending you all big hugs and lots of love...Lynn  Clinton, I miss you so much.  I will never get used to you not being here for me to talk to, debate with, do projects with and give and receive hugs and kisses.   I am so thankful that I feel your presence with me, that you gave me such beautiful grandchildren and that I have a peace about where you are and that you are waiting for me when my time here is done.  You will have my heart forever and always...Mom