I have just had a great 3 days!.  God is so good and my Mom and oldest son, Lance, are so thoughtful.  I continue to get my life back on track and do what needs to be done but unless I am with my grandkids, I really don't have a lot of happy times.  I was outside Saturday morning pulling some weeds then just sat down to think and try to pick myself back up from feeling blue.  I looked up at the sky and remembered several of you saying you had signs from your children who are awaiting us in heaven.  I was just longing for some sign or something that would boost my spirits.  I came inside and called my sister.  While I was talking to her Lance beeped in and I talked to him for awhile.  He said he was on his way to work and was just calling and checking in.  He lives in Connecticut, 812 miles from me.  Anyway, I had told him some stuff that was going on here and he asked me if he was just going to have to come to Indiana and straighten some things out.  I told him that would be nice, we chatted a bit more and hung up.  There was a knock on the door, I answered and there he stood with roses!!!!!!  His class reunion was this weekend in Indiana and since he had just been home in May for Clinton's funeral he said he couldn't afford to come home for that.  Anyway, my Mom thought I really needed to see him and she purchased a plane ticket and they conspired and kept it a secret from me so I would be surprised.  Boy, was I!!!!!!  Everyone had a good weekend.  He spent Saturday afternoon with my Mom and me.  Saturday night he took Clinton's wife to his class reunion with him which was very nice for her as many of Lance's friends from highschool became Clinton's friends after Lance moved to the east coast and Amy knew lots of people there.  Today is also her birthday so it was a great present for her too, as she loves Lance as if he were her own brother and not just brother-in-law.  Sunday while I was at church Lance picked up Clinton's children and took them out where he and Clinton were raised and played in the stream with them and hiked in the woods and he showed them where he and their Daddy played when they were growing up.  Sunday night my Mom, Lance and I all met with a bunch of his theater friends from when he lived here and we had a really good time.  Today we just had a leisurely day, he said his farewells to Amy and the nieces and nephews then Mom and I took him to the airport to fly home.  I usually have such a hard time on Mondays because Clinton's accident was on Monday but today I had my other son here with me and I made it through with his love and support.  I thank God daily for His strength and faithfulness and I pray that each one of us will continue to seek after that strength and peacefulness.  I continue to remind myself that if things were reversed I would want Clinton to go on with his life and enjoy his blessings and I know that is what he wants for me.  Please be encouraged that even though our lives will never be the same, we are so much richer for having had our precious children for whatever amount of time God allowed and they surely want us to take comfort in our precious memories and continue with our lives until we can be reunited with them.  I love you all and pray for our strength and peace always...Lynn