Nine weeks today...I hate it soooo much.  I haven't been on here since Friday and probably won't be for the next few days.  The computer at my son's house (where I'm spending most of my time) won't boot up so I can't get on the internet.  My daughter in law went to Germany on the 20th and won't be home until the 31st so I have the grandkids and am trying to keep her house and my house running.  I have to travel back and forth because we both have pets that cannot be transported to just one  place.  We also have Vacation Bible School all week and I'm a crew leader so I'm in for a very busy week.  I miss you guys and am still praying for all of us all the time.  It's hard for me to adjust to being in my son's house day and night, taking care of his children and knowingly that he will never walk through the door again to see us.  This just seems sooooo very wrong!!!!!  I have to keep holding on for my grandchildren.  He would want them to be loved and happy and he would want me to be happy so I keep pulling myself back up and trying to make him proud.  Everyone take care, we owe that to our loved ones who would want is healthy and happy.  Hopefully I'll talk to you all soon...Lynn