Salutations, Today was my meeting with first lady..and it was productive. I really feel like maybe this might be it for me!! no more being crazy! she requested that i go to the doctors, to see where my health is at. I went today at 4:00, and they tried to "scare" me. They did an ekg, and bloodwork, and then my doctor proceeded to tell me i am underweight and blah blah blah.......My only misgiving, is the healthy weight range for my height. I am 5'0, and they want me to be at least 105...they can kick rocks with that one. I am sorry, i am petrified at the prosepect of being over 95....but i am now working on it !!My doctor wants to see me every couple of weeks to check my weight and health and stuff, so that is that. 

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Just remember that the reason 105 sounds horrifying is because you have an ED. Once you are healthy, you will realize that 105 is tiny -- and you will realize how great you look at that weight too! :)

I am SUPER PROUD of you! I\'m so excited that you finally got in to see her and that you are starting to develop a support system, to help you!!
But, what about mental health? Will you be seeing a professional, to help you deal with the issues that are causing this disorder?

*hug*