YAY i got a job today... i am so excited at the prospect of making beaucoup money, and being able to afford my daily sustenance..STARBUCKS. I also am planning to go out and upgrade my wardrobe so that i can have clothes that actually fit...instead of bumming stuff off of my 12 yr. old sister.I have not heard from Holly, so i am definately going to be placing a phone call tommorow. I realized that i need help now. Yesterday i ate and purged three times, and today twice.. and it wasn't even that much food.. a bowl of soup, and i couldn't even handle that.I went to see my old boss today, she had breast cancer and i had been thinking about her. When i walked into her office, she said " hey honey, my gosh you're just getting so skinny" and throughout the conversation, she kept looking at me very suspiciously. Since my pseudo binge purge, i don't even want to step on the scale. I am going to wait until tuesday to do that, to minimize freaking out.Take care and keep smiling